--{thought_deduction.exe}--

All of the sudden... once things get super busy... I become a popular guy. Or maybe it's more along the lines that I set up things in a row when one thing isn't working as fast as I want it to then all things start coming to fruition all at once. Hmmmm... Well whatever... I'm a busy man these days. I have a couple of songs that should be pretty good if I could ever actually sit down relaxed and finish them. It takes patience and lately my time constraints haven't allowed for much of that. So maybe thats what this is all about... patience. Most likely the case. With that a very real possibility the solution is simple... wait patiently. Whenever I sit still I get waves of this feeling of missing something... maybe I miss her? or maybe... who knows. I think alot of my past ill feeling toward that situation was just me not liking the fact that I had done wrong and irrepairable damage and it is just as it is listed... irrepairable. Time takes time which brings me back to the patience thing. Other people are busy too, and I understand that....but... no is not a fun word to hear. Even when you can tell the person wants to say yes... The part I don't understand is that I can make time... and double efforts at the zero hour to accomidate for said "made time"... or maybe I do understand and am just in denial of the truth... if someone cannot make time for but can make time for others that means that there are others held in higher regard. This isn't neccecarily a bad thing but the truth of it should not be ignored. Priorities are to be switched to match said time exchange discrepencies so that discomfort from "place in line" reminders can be avoided. This "discomfort" is only a perception and perception is not physical therefore can be molded mentally for rational consumption. This is not denial but exceptance.

001 Close--{thought_deduction.exe}--
002 Scan/Eval All--{place-in-line.dat}>>{place-in-line.dat_eval}
003 Run--{time_prioritymatch.exe}<<{place-in-line.dat_eval}
004 Run On End--{patience_valuepatch001.exe}
005 End